Pherphenazol?

 Perphenazine. The fantastic drug that is supposed to help me with the withdrawal problem from Amphetamines and Heroin/Opium. 

It is just like Clotiapine in daylight. It makes me feel tired, but when I try and go to sleep, I fight my teeth to only close my eyes. It is like this drug trolling me for trying to go to sleep. And click-baiting, making me tired and thinking I can fall asleep. However, I seem to overrate pills in my life- and forever be. Every drug. Everything is because of drugs; I'm never guilty. It's the Clotiapine. It's the Diazepam. No, it is actually the Ketamine. Heroin. It's the Quetiapine. Lamogine. I blame everything on the pills, and I like it for some dumb psycho-psychopathological reason. Drugs are like god for me. dgod. 

I can't live without thinking about drugs or pills every day in my damn life. I always need to take something to my body that will positively affect my brain. If I will miss it, it will be in my dreams-nightmares. 10mg, 25mg, 300mg. Numbers are addictive because of the dose before "mg". Like my Compulsive thoughts about numbers are about drug dosage (Just joking). 

Drug need to be in my life somehow. Always. And no Lifeazine. Life isn't a drug. Drugs give life. In some cases, it takes back. Reason? I don't know. Will notify.